when ever i catch feelings for someone it never turns out to be a good thing EVER

i know im going to have a good friendship with someone when the first couple of conversations we have are about conspiracies, capitalism or selling your soul to the devil hahaha

im over not giving a fuck about anything. i care, i like to care.

i love how kristian and my mom calmed me down and tried so ease the situation when i almost flipped out on jojo for wanting me to buy him hot cheetos. i love family.

i miss being in love. i miss stevie because he was the only person i’ve ever been in love with but i know things will never be the same between us again. i miss the chemistry we had.. but we stretched it out for too long. its done and over with.. but it was sooo sexy while it lasted. i miss that feeling.. of having someone belong to you, the molecules in your lips melting together as you kiss, feeling like your hearts going to explode because of how much you care about that person, knowing that someone loves you.. yeah i miss it.